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Monday, November 6, 2017

Miley And Friends Part 2; October 2015

Posted By: ZiLe Ohai - 4:47 PM

This is the rest of Miley's very long conversation.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:03pm

Len Collier
Lora Lusher.. I remember I stopped talking to her awhile ago. She only talked when she wanted someoen to report someone for her. Iw ould say okay done just to keep her quiet. It got on my nerves she seemed to care only about what she wanted.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:10pm

Len Collier
Capable yes, but would I. No. It hurts people think so bad of me. Iw ould be lying if IU said otherwise.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:12pm

Len Collier
But I also tell myself it is because people were mislead and I would want to the same respect and understanding. I am still also very angry with carl. Hence limited interaction

I didn't even believe him about Patricia at first.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:14pm

Len Collier
He pulled elaborate bullshit to make me and several look like the same person. Hence why my IP was grabbed when links were clicked on and Preist and then got my ip. Carl took advantage of friendly gatherings and people leaving their stuff unguarded to do things. His theory was less would be hurt on an attack.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:14pm

Len Collier
Oh yeah. I spoke with him a bit here and there. He recently unfollowed alot of people. Likely because he is busy and wants to stick to what project he is on. I respect that.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:16pm

Len Collier
He was in a group DM with alot of us until he left. At first I thought maybe I said something wrong, but he unfollowed alot of people recently. Even some I didn't know. I checked his follower list. My assumption is he has some project and only want to follow those he is close with and pertains to it. Although he has left DMs open.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:17pm

Len Collier
Minion__loki

He should change Asgard to Ass Guard for laughs


Len Collier
10/25, 8:20pm

Len Collier
Oh yes. DarkHeartAngel3 on Twitter and Shawn was @antibullyempire and now Thor541


Len Collier
10/25, 8:20pm

Len Collier
Oh yes. He has seen http://pastebin.com/TzA6Kqb2 Carl's confession.

Shelly, Teresa, Queenzofmedia I regret helping Faux. I thought she was a victim - Pastebin.com
pastebin.com

Len Collier
10/25, 8:22pm

Len Collier
My friends that I named were also in that conversation. Alot of them have unblocked you. At one point Liz (@Babydoll9186) wanted to follow you and @c1tyOfFl1nt but thought it was a bad idea. Not because of you but because if you or he was seen on follower lists, he'd go on a massive block spreee and there oes eyes and ears.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:23pm

Len Collier
He seems to be too quiet recently

Camp = too quiet.

Right now Jo thinks he is secure on his @pinkypuffgirlz./ He still thinks I, and other friends of mine hate you which was why I looked to here as a means of communication. I can't see his TL.I don't follow him on @DarkHeartAngel3.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:27pm

Len Collier
Of all this the part that pisses me off the most is how Carl made it look like I did all this stuff. I should have kept my eye on him at my house, but when you have several people over enjoying a wrestling pay per view, or tv marathon event, you just think to enjoy it. You might get up and leave your laptop or phone idle to get another beer or more chips.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:29pm

Len Collier
You might want to try similar to what I am doing but with a forum and only invite those you know. Personally I want Camp to go to prison for awhile. If he runs, part of me hopes eh contacts me or someone I know about the weather again. When I last talked to him he wanted weather in Pennsylvania and New Jersey. But it has been a lng while sinc EI have slowly weened away form him.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:30pm

Len Collier
In the next week I am hoping some of my friends will post dms with vinnie and crew. Hopefully some saved some from Jo. Not sure but I hope. But regularly Alexa will be update whenever Jo posts on his timeline until he goes to prison or blocks her.

Also I have told people that come to my house if they use their laptops with my wireless, to have VPNs up because if they do something stupid knowingly or unknowingly, I don't want to get blamed for it.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:40pm

Len Collier
Carl is never allowed in my house again. Even if he becomes a model citizen loved by all, hell no. What he did and has done was stupid. I still feel responsible though. I should have thought to ask questions when things got out of hand. I should have encouraged people to put screen locks on. Meaning you press a button, your laptop/phone locks until a password is put in. Becaus eI never thought to ask questions. Because I never kept an eye on Carl. Because I never questions Jo or Marcie or Vinnie (whom I thought was Faux)


Len Collier
10/25, 8:41pm

Len Collier
Because of this, MY IP was grabbed hence what you said about my IP being on alot. Even if Carl was trying to help or thought he was. He did alot of damage. My only hope is you believe me on this and eventually forgive, but do so because you want. Has to be your choice.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:44pm

Len Collier
Oh I am hardly on this account, but I will log into it regularly to check on this and to pass on information. I would say we can talk on Twitter but I don't have enough followers for you to be "lost among the pile". I also don't want to create trust issues or have you wonder if I am PDFing your TL.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:45pm

Len Collier
Howeever if you have an app called Kik I am DarkHeartAngel333

True and I also want my cousin to still keep an eye on Jo. I just hope he doesn't stalk her. youtube.com./xh8trchickx is her you tube. She actually has a video of herself up and of me talking about bullying in a game I went through.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:47pm

Len Collier
The important thing is to create trust and not cross lines. Shelly is yomamasec on it so add her if you want.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:48pm

Len Collier
Halloween use to be a day I hated because before dad divorced mom it was their anniversary. When they divorced I was happy. Now Halloween to me is Shawn's birthday and since he finally grew the balls to say how he felt, we can celebrate "together"

Yes on kik

Also on this forum I created to be an information source. Shawn and I are the head admins as in Alexa. Carl was put in a group to where he can't edit or change anything.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:50pm

Len Collier
Shawn is upset Carl hasn't posted apologies in the message center part yet.

that's okay and I will log in to pass on info as I see it. The forum serves as a central location grab as an easy means to pass on info.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:52pm

Len Collier
Again I am sorry for all things past I said about you. I am sorry that my IP appeared on some accounts going at you. I should have thought to ask questions and come to you. I know my IP was obtained via IP grabbers in tweets out there and my friends accounts clicked on them. That's how that part of the same person things was assumed. Am I correct?

But anyway I feel like I should have done more.... asked questions. All this has made me feel like who can I trust.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:53pm

Len Collier
As for eating, I can't. I am missing now 2 crowns again. The other day crows came out but were repaired before I went to the back to the future thing. Now 2 more crowns. Hopefully soon I get that night guard so I stop grinding my teeth and loosening crowns.

Oh I was guessing that was how my IP appeared on so much. I use to have friends over alot for wrestling events and tv marathon events.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:56pm

Len Collier
I should have thought to come to you originally and ask "What's going on." I could have caught on to Carl and the manipulative bs sooner and it coudl have been stopped sooner.. I pretty much know how my IP was obtained. IP grabbers in links out there. That and LE because well my friends were at my house. and Carl did do his shit. I should have thought to say HEY CARL WHY WONT YOU LET ANYONE SEE WHAt you are going


Len Collier
10/25, 8:56pm

Len Collier
*doing and sorry. Soemtimes I accidentally press caps lock.

Probably much of them. All those I mentioned before I hang out with them alot at my house and Kelvin and Alvin's with their ladies.


Len Collier
10/25, 8:58pm

Len Collier
Mostly mine. I had been in the habit of leaving my computer as has most people and not thinking. During wrestling pay per view events alot of pweople would drink and be careless.

Same here. I am explaining why my IP is attached. I owe you that. I'm sure you agree to an extent.



Len Collier
10/25, 8:59pm

Len Collier
But now this get together thing has changed. Anyone coming to my house can't hook into my wireless anymore. It's either "your own phone or out of luck.". They want to tweet about a ppv we are watching, use the cell.

While Carl did all that bullshit, I will accept responsibility in the fact I should have been more careful in the manner in which I described.

It's kind of like if I hit someone with a car. If I don't stop to help then what happens to them because of that is partially my fault. Example only.



Len Collier
10/25, 9:01pm

Len Collier
I explained best I could about the IP thing. Sorry if I was slow on it. I was getting to the law enforcement thigns but was slow. Making sure Shawn's attention is still on Minecraft (which it is).

So you are saying you are sceptical because of past bad blood and you have to look over everything because you only did a quick look without thorough reading?



Len Collier
10/25, 9:03pm

Len Collier
I assure you they aren't me. but I can see how you think that since most of my friends would only tweet when we got together for wrestling ppv events and some select tv marathons.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:04pm

Len Collier
Of course. I will guess part of you still needs time to absorb this all.

I can understand your disbelief because of the past. I can't expect you to be instant forgive and forget. The whole "respect has to be earned" thing.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:06pm

Len Collier
This is also another reason why if when I have people come over they have to use their own connect and a vpn because I don't want my IP on their accounts and it look like I am them.



Len Collier
10/25, 9:06pm

Len Collier
Sorry if I misunderstand. I tend to do that alot. I have logged into their accounts on some rare occasions. But only in case an emergency and I was asked to.



Len Collier
10/25, 9:08pm

Len Collier
I know it has been made to look like they are all me. I guess this seems petty. But I believed the wrong people. and friends concerned believed what I did. Therefore in a way I was a partial cause in their clouded judgement. The only things I ask of you is


Len Collier
10/25, 9:09pm

Len Collier
this.. please don't let my friend suffer for my stupidity in believing the wrong people. Part of why they believed the bs is because I did. I should have spoken up sooner so I will accept responsibility for their assumptions and bullshit. The whole "they're all Miley" thing is bothering them. Mainly because of the bad blood to them because of the bad blood on my name.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:11pm

Len Collier
In other words it bothers them that people assume I am them. Vice versa. Because it is like saying they don't have a right to their own individuality. Alot of of use Cyberghost and HotSpot Shield VPN. The IPs for Cyberghost servers are the same to a point. For instance if you used Cyberghost. It is at some point possible for me to have the same IP as you.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:12pm

Len Collier
For instance, these are IPs attached to Australia with Cyberghost.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:15pm

Len Collier
You can choose to have your settings to automatic, meaning the system will choose a server for you. Or you can choose to choose which server you want. I am pointing this out to help you further understand and I want to avoid wrong assumptions as much as possible.

Shelly can even verify we are all different people. There were times in group DM where alot of us were talking at once. Enough to where it would be impossible for any one person to manage them all.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:19pm

Len Collier
I am not really computer savvy. I just know bits and pieces, but I try to explain the best I can to help. Sorry, but the same person thing really does irk the hell out of me (excuse my language). It makes me feel like my life is nothing. I know this seems petty and stupid to you (you have right to your own thoughts). It also makes me feel bad because of how stupid I was in believing Jo Camp, Marcie and all those jerks. Especially Vinnie and at one point Brandon. I feel like alot of this is my fault.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:21pm

Len Collier
I feel like there is alot I could have done to prevent it. Sorry I tend to ramble when I am upset. It just bothers me alot. I may as well have done those bad things. I am just as responsible. I should have thought to ask Carl why he got so cagey if someoen was behind him while he was on his pc


Len Collier
10/25, 9:21pm

Len Collier
I understand about the IP. Even if you said right now "I believe you are different people." I would still feel like crap because I made the choice to believe Camp and I put myself in this position.

That's an attempt at a compliment. Thank you but I am just explaining how and hwy I feel some things. I'm sure youw ill agree the best step forward is honesty no matter how dum I think I sound?


Len Collier
10/25, 9:24pm

Len Collier
I'll try to explain more. You're saying my IP was attached to things (to keep it short). That was because I wasn't careful. I blindly let friends use my wireless. I shoudl have made sure they guarded their stuff better. Is houdl have asked Carl questions when I caught him lurking around others phone and laptops and ipads


Len Collier
10/25, 9:25pm

Len Collier
To alot aof things I am. I hold on to things more and don't always see or get things right away. See and get in the sense of like Camp and MArcie and Vinnie. I didn't see their crap or get they were bad til much later and amage done.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:27pm

Len Collier
I guess what it boils down to is what you think and believe. You can be at my house and use my wireless to look at say goat porn. A check run and my ip seen all over that. While we know we are separate people. The only that know for sure would be us because we would have both been right here.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:28pm

Len Collier
How do I put this. I know things look bad because my IP is on alot. I explained how and why alot. I don't want to say again because I don't want to give the impression I think you are stupid and can't comprehend and repetitiveness is a bad habit of mine when I am upset. Right now I am upset with myself for falling for Camp's bullshit.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:31pm

Len Collier
Lets see how do I put this... You know hwo I explained hwo you and others looked to me and my friends and Shawn, right? Evidence against you all was staggering bad. It made you and Priest and all of them look terrible.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:33pm

Len Collier
While little proof has popped up to prove you and others as good people. What is changing my view on you, on them, is interactions and observations. While little has been proven, I see by your actions to me that "Hey Camp was so wrong. Marcie was so wrong. How can a woman being civil towards someoen she once thought of has horrible be that bad".


Len Collier
10/25, 9:37pm

Len Collier
The point I am trying to make is this...

While things look one way, how do you know that is how they are?


Len Collier
10/25, 9:38pm

Len Collier



Len Collier
10/25, 9:38pm

Len Collier
In all this I have learned to be careful when assuming because it can lead to hurt, pain, and trouble.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:40pm

Len Collier
I'm trying to find the part on their site where it says they use the same IPS for alot of things because I keep screwing up the explanations.

I guess what I am trying to say is this. I know it looks bad. I know I look like all these people and why. What it boils down to is what you believe despite how things look.

As far as our chat I will tell Shawn things are going well and will take time. I won't mention specifics. I want to show you the respect you deserve and would want, but if you share what we talked about all I ask is tell me. That's it.


Len Collier
10/25, 9:58pm

Len Collier
I'll try again to explain. You use your computer to check out Shawn's new forum. You son uses your IP to play World of Warcraft. The same IP will pop up on Blizzard's (The company running WoW) as does on Shawn's forums. Same IP doesn't always mean same people. You and your son are individuals, right? You know that. Your family knows that. Your friends know that, but I the investigator (remember example only here) see the same IP so got to be the same people.

BAD EXAMPLE I know but best way I can explain it.


Len Collier
10/25, 10:05pm

Len Collier
An excerpt from the Cyberghost website. Essentially it says that if you're at my house and get online, my IP will be attached to whatever you do.

If Angelica (@angiemc_utd) was at my house now and used Twitter to message you a picture of her in a bikini. Then she looked at Amazon.com for a Wii U. That activity would appear on my IP.

If I looked up information on Glen's death from tonight's Walking Dead as to if the actor wanted to quit or it was a long time coming, that information would be on my IP.

So my IP would now show activity on Amazon.com, sending a woman a bikini pic, and looking up information on Glen's death.

EXample Only.




Len Collier
10/25, 10:15pm

Len Collier
Still searching for that part on Cyberghost about how some users will have same IPs. Just trying to prove myself as best I can.


Len Collier
10/25, 10:24pm

Len Collier
Point is mainly you will see my IP on alot due to: 1. Friends being at my house for wrestling events, movie marathons we hung out to watch. 2. Them using my connection 3. Me being careless 4. Them being careless.

So things will look bad. I am being honest and upfront with you and explaining. I don't expect you to believe me right away. Just to keep an open mind.


Len Collier
10/25, 11:23pm

Len Collier
I have spoken with Shawn. It took a bit since he can't speak. He had to write down his questions on a notepad. At one point I had to make him put it down and "hold all questions until the end". He is not too thrilled he wasn't included. But he understands it is hard for him to be since his only online presence is Twitter, his forums, and some games we play. He wished he was atleast behind or beside me when we spoke so he was aware. I explain it was best he not because I knew very well that he would be upset. Especially on the IP thing. I did my best to explain to him that you were merely saying how things looked. All he had to say to that was he hopes you are being respectful. He only has one request.

Shawn's request "Things look bad. I know why. I assure you as much as I do breathe, the friends of Miley and myself are all different individuals. I do not in any way, shape or form condone the actions of Carl. I do not want him talking to or around my sweet Miley. He has put us all in a bad position to be judged as if we were all one in the same. This annoys me greatly due to the damage done. My only request of you is to open your heart beyond what has been presented to you.


Len Collier

Len Collier
10/26, 12:15am

Len Collier
I do appreciate you taking the time to speak with me. I don't expect you to believe the best about me immediately. I realize that because of the past that it will take time. I have explained everything to the best of my ability how and why my IP will be on alot of things. I have explained to the best of my ability events I remembered in regards to Jo Camp


Len Collier
10/26, 12:17am

Len Collier
I can repeat myself over and over on everything, but it won't do a bit of food in changing how things do look.

What it boils down to ultimately is how I and others present myself to you.


Len Collier
10/26, 12:32am

Len Collier
Good not food. Sorry am mobile now and my phone is autocorrect he'll.

*hell


Len Collier
10/26, 12:38am

Len Collier
I did message a few friends. Liz (@Babydoll9186) especially and asked she not forget to post that apology on that forum I created. I spoke with others.


Len Collier
10/26, 12:42am

Len Collier
Shawn's sister Melina helped me to understand alot. One thing she brought up is this world is full of bullshit and "Things aren't always what they seem" she made a point about that Law and Order SVU where Olivia Benson's blood appeared on a murder weapon even though she was not near the crime scene.


Len Collier
10/26, 12:49am

Len Collier
Melina also pointed out that I should expect doubts from you and ohers you know for awhile. I mostly listened by the way.

Another point made is the only thing that will nuke this "Miley has multiple accounts" ideal is not differing IPs or word of mouth, but presentation. You're a brilliant attorney. So I am,sure you understand what that means. I understand that to mean how I act and how friends of mine act. That and you getting to know is.


Len Collier
10/26, 12:57am

Len Collier
Also some food for,though before Shawn and I watch Goonies.

If I was lying now what would I have to gain but more pain, which is what I don't want?

Why would I take nearly 5 hours to talk to you and answer questions?

Why would I take the time to explain things in such detail to help you understand? Anyway Shawn and I are going to watch Goonies then go to sleep.

Monday

Len Collier
10/26, 12:07pm

Len Collier
I see that my cousin Alexa found you. It might be easier if she passed along the PDFs. Anyway. I'm having lunch with Shawn's sister Melina. When she drops me off at Shawn's he and I will be watching a few movies. I will check back every once in awhile.


Len Collier
10/26, 3:42pm

Len Collier
Do it

But it stays private. Its not Priest's fault I am scared of him.

Are you still blaming me for it? I never passed your picture around like that. Even if I hated you, I wouldn't. Its been done To me once

Oh check your "other" folder. Alexa said she tried to message you.


Len Collier
10/26, 3:51pm

Len Collier
I saw the account. At the time it was up I was still scared to talk to you. I did report it though. No one deserves that. This is one of the reasons why Shawn hates Carl. Shawn sees Carl as the reason why I was bullied and tormented so much. I don't want to be held responsible for Carl's actions. He has done enough damage. I am. Wondering if coming forward to you was the right thing. I don't want to suffer for Carl's actions.


Len Collier
10/26, 4:14pm

Len Collier
While Carl came forward about helping Vinnie, it still hurts what he did behind my back while at my house, friend's houses. He has gotten me bullied worse. He has caused some people to seek out those who have bullied me before.

I will never again have that bastard at my house. I will never again let friendsus e my wireless. They either use their phones or nothing. I don't want MY IP on their accounts. It makes me look bad and puts us all in a bad position.

Sorry for the tiny freak out. I am,just so sick of being condemned for Carl's past actions. We have all been through Hell. You especially. Me too. I don't want trouble for either of us due to Carl's actions. I hate Carl so much right now. So stressed and hurt and upset right now. I wish I never knew Carl. I wish I never met Him I. Why for. God keep me alive to deal with all this... Its very upsetting I keep being judged as if I did things I didn't.

I'm going to go lay down with Shawn for awhile. Stressed, crying, hurt , and dizzy.

Monday

Len Collier
10/26, 7:45pm

Len Collier
I noticed this on that forum I created. Sweet Pea on that forum is also Babydoll9186 on Twitter.




Len Collier
10/26, 10:37pm

Len Collier
I noticed that @Zileohai followed Shawn on @Thor541. Shawn pulled @Zileohai and myself into the group. I assume he wanted to talk. Likely to me and Shawn. I pulled Carl into the group


Len Collier
10/26, 10:44pm

Len Collier
I think Carl needs to man up to his role in everything. I am tired. I am so stressed right now.

I am trying my best to talk to you. The stress of everything, of how Carl made things look is so much.


Len Collier
12:05am

Len Collier
I went to the dentist. I got lucky. With xrays done it showed no major issues in simply re-cementing my crowns. Melina picked me up. We then went to Shawn's house. He got in the car and went with us to my house. Melina dropped us off. We played some Walking Dead on my Xbox360. The episodic series. It was easy for Shawn with his one hand. Luckily he is right handed.

After awhile I wrote down on his notepad that Melina was picking him up and dropping him off at his house for awhile as he searched for something he had for me.

While they were gone I said something to Shelly while I was thinking about everything. Nothing bad about you or anyone. Just that was stressed and sick of the bs overall and while you were kind to me, talking to you has freaked me out big time. Not your fault at all.

What I said caused Shelly to be so concerned she called Teresa.

What happened while Shawn and Melina were gone was the police showed up.

The good thing is I recognized one of the officers. He was the same one I talked to months ago about the bullying. This was around the time I started to slowly shy away from Jo Camp


Len Collier
12:12am

Len Collier
I let him and his partner in. They said someone called, because they thought I was going to commit suicide. I explained I was upset and stressed out and why. The officer did ask if I was still talking to that skinny nutcase. I told him no and that I was breaking away. I mentioned why I was stressed out. The officer asked if he could see my phone. I showed it to him and the message that was of concern.



Len Collier
12:28am

Len Collier
I spoke with them a little bit. The officer did look at our conversation. He thought it was a good thing that I reached out to you. But he did say he noticed it was causing me stress. I even showed him where you said you didn't want to cause me stress.

I let him continue to look. He then gave me some advice.


Len Collier
12:59am

Len Collier
He told me that it appears I told you all I could have.

He told me that when I have friends over that I should either closely monitor their online activities or tell them to use their own phones. He then said if he visited someone he wouldn't be playing around online. He did agree that me not keeping a close eye on people is what put me in the same position to be accused of multiple accounts.

He also told me that I should enjoy Shawn and limit my time online for awhile.

He did point out a Twitter DM between me and Alexa and said I should take her up on her off to pass on the information to you about No Camp.


Len Collier
1:02am

Len Collier
Jo not no


Len Collier
1:13am

Len Collier
The officer asked where my cat was. He remembered her from last time he was here. I told him she was at Shawn's house and in the morning Shawn and I would be going back to his house for awhile.

The officer asked if he minded he wait so he could talk to him man to man. I began to explain an out Shawn and that he is very phobic about people. He interupted and asked if this was the friend I spoke of last time he saw me. I nodded and he said he understood and said grays on him finally telling me how he felt.


Len Collier
1:18am

Len Collier
Grays not grays.

Grats not grays. Sorry mobile. Helping Shawn with dinner. Shawn has a habit of going all out sometimes

The officer asked me who my friends were that are supportive of me. I named Shelly as one. Then Webster, Kelvin, Alvin, Larry, Angelica, Norrine, Melina, Arthur, Jim, Mandy, Liz, Seth, Zane, Kevin, a few people I play MMOs with.


Len Collier
1:50am

Len Collier
He said that it shouldnt matter what others think and if someone wants to continue to see me as all these accounts then it is their cross to bear. Not sure what that means. But I think he was trying to tell me I shouldn't let it bother me if you or someone wants to think or believe I am all these people. "You know who you are. You know who your friends are. That's all 36th at matters" close to exact words.


Len Collier
1:58am

Len Collier
He made a point again I pointed out all I could and towards the end of what he read, he noticed I was repeating myself. Hence why he could talk Ibwas stressed out.


Len Collier
2:04am

Len Collier
Tell I was Not Talk ibwas


Len Collier
2:13am

Len Collier
He and his partner left as Melina and Shawn pulled up.

He made many good points. Especially about less time online for me and Shawn and more time just me and him. I'll tell you right now, Shawn very much agrees.


Len Collier
2:30am

Len Collier
But I will check back here often and talk to you. I am just want to maintain a healthy balance where I am not online as much and Shawn and I are spending good quality time together as well as still relating information to you as it pops up.

Yes you may share all we talk about with Priest, Zile, and Pradox unless I specifically say otherwise.


Len Collier
2:40am

Len Collier
Also part of the stress is I am nervously about this weekend. Saturday is Shawn's birthday. I am planning something special a certain something if his medication doesn't affect a certain something. Im,sure you can guess what that means. It would be his first experience in that sense. Not my first, but my first pleasant one where I make the choice and am not made to feel obligated. I am worried about making Shawn happy. He is a good and wonderful man


Len Collier
2:46am

Len Collier
If you aren't comfortable with speaking with my cousin Alexa, I will still pass on PDFs she posts on that forum.

Also tell Someone I created him a name on the forum S15.Zetaboards.com/DerWilleZurMacht

Username: Zileohai Password: ihatejojo

Anyway I explained all I can for now. If anything new comes up, I will let you know. I will also check back atleast a few times a day to atleast say hi.

Anyway I need to go. Going to eat and spend some time with Shawn before his sister picks us up at 6a to take us to his house.

Today

Len Collier
12:26pm

Len Collier
Woke up briefly. Shawn is still in bed. I'll be going back to sleep shortly. I'm getting a glass of water and checking in.

I am not sure if you are talking to Alexa or not, but if I notice she posts any new PDFs of Jojo's timeline, I will relay to you and anything new. I've told you all I could that I remember. That doesn't mean I will stop talking to you obviously.

I know I said I wouldn't ask for anything, but I just want to ask one thing really. Well 2.

Please keep me out of court. My type doesnt do well in court as I explained. I am doing what I can for you now with help from my cousin Alexa in good faith, hoping you will keep me out of everything. I will very much appreciate this being honored. In exchange, I will continue to keep you informed to the best I can. Remember you said me coming forward to you apologizing for even knowing and believing Jojo goes a long way with you. This and the 2nd thing is all I will ever ask of you.

The 2nd thing is simple. Understand how I feel and I will understand you feel. I have been traumatized by all this as you have. Beyond talking to you and basic apologies to people for even believing Jojo, I want to be kept out of everything. I want to enjoy my friends, my family, Shawn (whom i love very much)

Please, I ask with every fiber of my being, honor these 2 things and I swear to you, I will be eternally grateful and you'll have a friend for life.

Anyway, getting back to bed. When I am up for the day, I'll check the forum.

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